What-up What-up....it's been a minute since i've done a entry or whatever you call it. So I have been busy with school work and tryin' to keep my grades up. Today the weirdest thang happend, well it's not weird but it is different. This retarded ass red-head nicknamed "wheels" had someone come ip to me to tell me," He is sorry for the differences that we have and that he forgives me like Jesus forgives all of us and that he is prayin for me." Now what kind of bullshit is that, I don't give a shit about his apology and if he got somethin' to say to me...then DON'T say it....he should just keep that shit in his head and move on. Like the other day in the cafeteria, that kat was starring at me and finally says," I hope that the devil comes out of you and that Jesus finds his way into you"....but that's what i mean when i tell people i rather be by myself then be associated with some wack ass kidz like that. But anyways....moving on.....This past weekend really sucked cause i was supposed to go to K.C. with white boy j-whitt and favorite mvnu alumni white gurl Marissa. But i wasn't able to cause i wasn't going to have the money after i got a 90 dollar ticket plus paying 80 dollars in fines from tickets i got on campus. Damn i gotta get a job....nah, but for real i can't wait to done with this semester, it has been such a drag...aight well i'm keepin' it short for now, but maybe i'll try to fit some time in for a lil' daily xanga...or an every other day type of shit....

On the lighter side of thangs....found a view of first person perspective of what most MVNU students see when they step on a scale.....

                                    This scale is way too honest!

So I keep gettin' questions from peepz bout' my tatz...like they want to know what they mean or why my angel one has horns. So i'm lettin' ya know right now. Da one on my right shoulder is of a cross i drew up and has Galatians 6:17 on my arm (and no, it's not the whole verse on my shoulder). Well Galatians 6:17 says Therefore, whoever bears the marking of God, let no harm come upon him. And then the tat on my left shoulder is the kid with a halo and horns. It was my first tat when i turned 18 years old. But it represents a boy and a sayin' that goes a little like this," For every good boy, there is a little bad in them, and for every bad boy, there is a little good in them." So basically it is saying that you should judge, cause all have a little bad in us but we all have a little good in us as well. So i just wanted to clear that up with all ya.

Well da Ligerz won "B" league basketball last nite !!! We played well at first and then we let them catch back up. But we came through with a "W" in overtime, and that's all that matterz...oh and plus gettin' a tee-shirt. Well midterms are here, and hopefully i don't do that badd on any of them. I'm startin' to get stressed with all the work sometimes. Plus i haven't gone to all the classes like i should be doin'...man i have been havin' trouble gettin' to sleep...cause i always got sometin' on my mind that no one around here would understand....but it's kool though, cause i just get through my day and try not to cause too much trouble...no matter what happens though, life rolls on, with or without you !!!....much luv to all ya doin' your thang here at da naz, for the most part, you country peepz ain't all that badd....stay tru playa....one

So the Ligerz have been winnin' some games...and now we are off to play the championship team on monday. And luckily I am playin' agianst my boy Shane, otherwise I might go off on somebody. Tonite we played some punk ass sophmores that run their mouth too much about shit they shouldn't been in. It's like everyone gotta be up in your grill talkin' shit and act like nottin' goin' to happen. What, am I just supposed to walk away and tell them that "Jesus loves you too"...cause that is what half these mutha-fuckaz around here would say. Then big country (should be fat ass country), wants to run his mouth tellin' me to shut up while I am on the bench. So after the game I went up to him and told him to never run his mouth like he is goin' to do somethin', so big boy i guess grew some ballz and stood up and started walkin' towards me. So you know i gotta teach him a thang or two and sat his ass right back down. Then all his boyz gather around and act all hard. But lata on, I caught up to eric outside, and fatty didn't want none then...he just kept his mouth shut and kept walkin'. See everyone likes to be all big and hard when all these fake katz around, but when it's just you and that other person outside then they get scared and don't say nottin'.  I am gettin' tired of puttin' up with some people around here....but i guess shit happens, and some people get dealt with more shit then otherz.............i'm done...

So I haven't wrote anythang for awhile on my xanga site so i thought i would drop a line. Well i guess all is well as far as i know. Pete has been here all week and will be for the rest of the week since he is staying on campus for his job. Oh yeah, he is working at Wal-mart so make sure you stop in to holla at him sometime. And if you are up to it, try to make an embarassing scene somehow with him around. Well da " Ligerz " had their final game of the regular intramural season and we didn't do so well. But we have improved on our team chemistry and how we respect each other's game a little more. I put up 25 points tonite which wasn't to bad, but my game came on a little to short since we are all done.

The weather up here is sick kid. We have been gettin' snow like God shakin' the dandruff out of his hair. But it's all good, cause now maybe soon i can go snowboardin' before all the ski places close up. I just want to give a shout out to all my boyz in Cedar 102, you know who you krackaz are !!! (yeah that's right Mike, I'm especially talkin' to you) !!! Aight well it's already late, but i had to stay up to do some homework. You know a nigga gotta get his education on to move up in da world. Lata ya....and have you told and one that they are loved?...well if not, get your ass on that cause you never know how long they will be around!!! 

So the day that most girls wait for is finally here....Valentine's Day !!! It's when all the faggots at this school come out from there sheltered life to take a peek of the selection of girls here.(not that there is a lot to chose from) That is the reason i discoverd why we have so many ugly couples here. For they realize that they better settle for what they can chose from before they graduate. Take Derek for example, that boy needs help. He looks like a lost deer in the middle of the freeway looking for the "one true girl" for himself. Just face it kid, it's okay and completely acceptable to not be married or engaged by the time you leave college, the only thang it really proves is that a white brotha ain't got game.

Ah, Love. Love makes us feel special, needed, cared about, and generally warm and fuzzy inside. Sounds like a nice concept, right? Right. It’s a CONCEPT. Love in actuality is complete and total bullshit. Throughout the ages, stories have been passed down about loves lost, gained, and the special ones that prevailed through all. What about today? The only stories of love you hear today are either in Playboy or are coming out on DVD. Love is largely an over-sensationalized and overrated term used to make people feel special. It seemingly has a drug like effect on the masses. But let’s get serious. How many people that have been going out for a month say, “I love you,” and really mean it? Not a whole damn lot. Why do they say it then? Well, buddy, it’s because they’re a bunch of brainwashed foolish crackaz dreaming of chocolate candies, red roses, and hot dirty sex. Thank You Russell Stovers and Hallmark for ruining these kids lives in the name of cash. Don’t get me wrong, there is love. You see it everyday in relationships like parents and their kids. Just to let you know, I am talking about the loving relationships that ultimately create these children. That love is so few and far between, it has just become horseshit personified.

If you think you can honestly say, “I love you,” read this: “Love suffers long and kind; love is not jealous; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, doesn’t seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; love does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.”(Corinthians) Read this as you will, but can you now honestly say, I love you? (Remember: love is not jealous) could you truly let some dude touch your girl’s ass, and you not beat the crap out of him? If you could, then you are a better man than most. So until you discover the pot of gold known as “true love” on the other side of the rainbow, have a happy valentine's day...and remember be good to yourself and those around you....